Today was good. Institute, laudry and taconight with a movie...and it is here I need to confess something: I like "Hannah Montana The Movie"!
I didnt just like it, I loved it. It had everything. Humor, action, love and good music. Im 29 years old and love that movie...and Im not ashamed of it. I were with some friends and I was the oldest but I think I found it most amusing...even if the others also liked it very much. I even love many of her songs.
I think that is one of my strongest attributes. I dont care what age-group something is made for, if I like it I like it and thats it. I have been thinking alot about what it means to be 29. What is expected of me? How mature should I be? Should I act a certain way?
It feels like that is how it is. That when you have passed a certain age you are not allowed to think "Care Beares", "Pokémon" or anything like that is funny. You have to behave a certain way and act all grown up. Of course you should take responebility of your life and grow as a human, but who says you cant be childish? I still like to goof around when I feel like it. Somethimes when Im walking with some friends I just like to start some crazy act or something, dont caring about whos watching.
I think when I get married, the girl that Im marrying feels the same way about this...its gonna be hard otherwise.
The training goes great. I have been exersising every day in some way this week. I can slowly feel how I get more muscles...now I just have to loose some stuff from my body.
- If you could travel back in time to the time of Titanics voyage, how would you prevent them and warn the people from going?
- I would sink the Titanic in the harbour
lördag 12 september 2009
torsdag 10 september 2009
My love life...ooooohhh
A good day again. Koko bom bom bom...yeah its a song Im listening that sounds like that...kinda catchy.
I had so many thought today to share with you but of course it just disapears when Im sitting here just about to write it. It had something to do with our life here on earth....
Swedish Idol has started and there are some really good singers...mostly with guitars. I would love to sit and judge them. or maybe I wouldnt....I dont really like to hurt people....and now I remembered one of the thoughts I had! It is "If you tell people the truth it is never an insult"
I find that so true. Im not saying you always should bluntly tell what you think in all situations but still, to tell someone that she looks fat in a certain clothing isnt an insult if your opinion is that she looks fat and she asked you.
Ohh...I didnt finish the thought about Idol. ...but it would be really fun to be able to make people so happy. That is kinda like how life is. You cant go through life without making people sad, disapointed or angry at you. You dont live life if you do.
Were you curious about my love life?
I had so many thought today to share with you but of course it just disapears when Im sitting here just about to write it. It had something to do with our life here on earth....
Swedish Idol has started and there are some really good singers...mostly with guitars. I would love to sit and judge them. or maybe I wouldnt....I dont really like to hurt people....and now I remembered one of the thoughts I had! It is "If you tell people the truth it is never an insult"
I find that so true. Im not saying you always should bluntly tell what you think in all situations but still, to tell someone that she looks fat in a certain clothing isnt an insult if your opinion is that she looks fat and she asked you.
Ohh...I didnt finish the thought about Idol. ...but it would be really fun to be able to make people so happy. That is kinda like how life is. You cant go through life without making people sad, disapointed or angry at you. You dont live life if you do.
Were you curious about my love life?
onsdag 9 september 2009
The saga...continues
A good day to yo all. Its been a calm good day both at work and here at home.
The accident yesterday feels better when I saw that he had parked in a no-parking zoone.
Im kinda tired so you will only have to read a short summary of my thoughts.
Why do people have so hard time with just time? Keeping time, plan time, tell when they´r not coming, not telling when they´r late....time is a big part of the time you spend here on earth. its important to realize that and learn to handle it in a good way.
Day 3 and I have been out running again...30 min this time. It feels really good. I hope that in a month be able to feel the difference in me...and on me.
"Whatever you do, do it"
The accident yesterday feels better when I saw that he had parked in a no-parking zoone.
Im kinda tired so you will only have to read a short summary of my thoughts.
Why do people have so hard time with just time? Keeping time, plan time, tell when they´r not coming, not telling when they´r late....time is a big part of the time you spend here on earth. its important to realize that and learn to handle it in a good way.
Day 3 and I have been out running again...30 min this time. It feels really good. I hope that in a month be able to feel the difference in me...and on me.
"Whatever you do, do it"
tisdag 8 september 2009
A day to remember...but I dont want to...or do I
Today has been a busy day. I have worked, crashed a car and helped some friends with some computargamestuff (I know that word is to long). Crashed a car isnt really true...I barely touched it when I was backing out from my parking space. It would be more work to fix it than what he would get back from it...from insurance. The scratch doesnt even show...and he had scratches from before.
Im slowly turning back to who I was...were before. It takes a while and it comes with challanges when you face things in others that you learned to be but isnt....yeah understand that if you can. I have big plans for my life...correction....God has big plans for my life. I have felt it ever since I became a member of my church nearly 7 years ago. There are something Im ment to do before I return to my heavenly father, I dont know what but it has to do with who I was in the pre-existence.
My training goes according to plan. My legs felt alittle sore (?) after yesterdays big premiere so I just used my weights (small ones one arm each) alittle for arms and stomache. Tomorrow I will try to run but it hast to be a late run becasue of Young men activity and soccer game on TV.
"Do what you say, not say what you do"
Im slowly turning back to who I was...were before. It takes a while and it comes with challanges when you face things in others that you learned to be but isnt....yeah understand that if you can. I have big plans for my life...correction....God has big plans for my life. I have felt it ever since I became a member of my church nearly 7 years ago. There are something Im ment to do before I return to my heavenly father, I dont know what but it has to do with who I was in the pre-existence.
My training goes according to plan. My legs felt alittle sore (?) after yesterdays big premiere so I just used my weights (small ones one arm each) alittle for arms and stomache. Tomorrow I will try to run but it hast to be a late run becasue of Young men activity and soccer game on TV.
"Do what you say, not say what you do"
måndag 7 september 2009
An evening run
This is the time to start. I have been kinda lost the past couple of month. Its been a turbulent time for me. Lots have happend that I dont want to mention here right now. I can say this much: Life is not following my plan in my head.
when Im sitting here right before Im going to bed I feel rather good with myself. I have realized that I dont really have been myself these past years. Not that I have forsaken me for anything else, rather I have not found myself. its not easy to find out where I am. There are only one that can help me with that and that is God. He has been there for me all the time but because certain happenings I havent been "able" to focus on me.
I maybe should mention that Im a member of The Church of Jesus christ of Latter day saints, thats where my belief is.
Back to what I have realized.
I have always been a strong person. That is my strength and weakness. I have my opinions and it takes strong convincing to make me change what I think about a certain subject/matter. What I have done the last couple of years is that I have put aside that and tried to be someone else. Its kinda clishé but its still true. Instead of making me the foundation I have started building a new one on small pieces of rocks...what other thinks. Even if it looks solid its not. its easy for water to loosen up the ground under it and make everything or pieces of it to fall down again. What everyone needs to do is to make themselves the foundation, take the strong sides of you and shape what you learn from others with it. making any sence?
Anyhow i started running today. Ran for 35 minutes and did some small exersices along the way. It felt really good. You could clear your head and just focusing on the run. I will try to run at least as much every day from now on.
when Im sitting here right before Im going to bed I feel rather good with myself. I have realized that I dont really have been myself these past years. Not that I have forsaken me for anything else, rather I have not found myself. its not easy to find out where I am. There are only one that can help me with that and that is God. He has been there for me all the time but because certain happenings I havent been "able" to focus on me.
I maybe should mention that Im a member of The Church of Jesus christ of Latter day saints, thats where my belief is.
Back to what I have realized.
I have always been a strong person. That is my strength and weakness. I have my opinions and it takes strong convincing to make me change what I think about a certain subject/matter. What I have done the last couple of years is that I have put aside that and tried to be someone else. Its kinda clishé but its still true. Instead of making me the foundation I have started building a new one on small pieces of rocks...what other thinks. Even if it looks solid its not. its easy for water to loosen up the ground under it and make everything or pieces of it to fall down again. What everyone needs to do is to make themselves the foundation, take the strong sides of you and shape what you learn from others with it. making any sence?
Anyhow i started running today. Ran for 35 minutes and did some small exersices along the way. It felt really good. You could clear your head and just focusing on the run. I will try to run at least as much every day from now on.
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